Hey wonderful people! WOW! So it has been a while, hasnt it? Gosh I am so sorry that I went MIA! I have seriously missed you all a ton. Goodness gracious, where to even begin? This year has been the most incredible year.. it has been a roller coaster for sure! One thing I have SERIOUSLY learned is that the Lord is not based off of my emotions or what He “is” or “isnt” doing in my life.. He is always faithful and ALWAYS good because that is His character! I used to subconciously think God had “changed” If i was having a bad day or if something was going wrong in my life, but its so great to know that that is a LIE. HE is so constant and so unconditional, He is not based off of our circumstances or experiences! He is always who HE is despite how WE feel! Anyway, I love when I get slapped in the face with truths like that.. because I need it! Its hard learning new lessons, but the Lord only does it so we can grow more and more intimate with Him
So right now.. I am living at home, I have an undergrad degree, and literally have no idea what my future holds. If you would have asked me what my life was going to be like 4 years ago, I would have told you something totally different. Funny how God does that, huh? I have released all of the “control” issues to Him (I am stubborn..) , and all the glory goes to Him! I dont have to know what I am doing the next year or 10 years, He planned the path for me long ago, and all I need to do is abide in Him and walk in it! I dont want to be sitting here wishing for the next best season, next best job, next best relationship, etc.. I want to be content WHERE He has me and living for His kingdom every single day, because He could come back tomorrow! Trust me.. I do not have this mastered in any way and I may never, haha! But He is so good how He pursues us until He has ALL of us
Thats where true freedom is!

Went to the beach with my best friends at the beginning of May! SO MUCH FUN!!

Dancing with my friends! Those are 3 of my bestest friends in the world. I am so blessed by them

I just put this picture up because I got pink skinny jeans…and I was REALLY excited about them! This was from a weekend trip to Charleston!

Nana, mom, and me at a wedding a couple weekends ago!

I also got to hang out with the awesome Christina! She is the coolest ever.. I absolutely love her
Another thing He has taught me is to find every peice of me in Him. Over the past year He has broken me of a LOT.. and I was still finding some of my worth in other things.. Even “small” things! Like being “fit” or wanting to look good, etc.. and its totally normal and okay to want to be those things, but thats not where our identity lies! Our identity lies in our Creator.. He created us, so surely our worth and value is found in Him! Ive learned that the more I seek Him, the more I find out about who I am in Him (because in Genisis it says we were created in His image!) You and I are already enough as being children of the Lord! Its not something we earned, its a gift. WOW! Isnt that amazing?
“For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.” -Psalm 139
So wherever you are, please know that you are uniquely made by the CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE! He made you YOU for a reason, and you are so beautiful to Him. Your spirit is what makes you beautiful, nothing on the outside.. and that spirit inside of you only gets more and more beautiful over time! And this is something that I literally have to wake up every morning claming! Its not a one time learned thing! (well thats the case for me haha)

Seriously adore these girls.. we started college not knowing each other but so incredible how the Lord orchestrated these friendships. We lived together for three years and they truly encouraged me, challenged me, sharpened me, and taught me SO MUCH!
So here I am..graduated and living at home (my dad called me a loser the first night I was home! And I almost cried.. haha). I miss college like crazy already! I literaly could not have asked for a more blessed 4 years.. wow! But I am trusting that I am where God wants me, and this is making me depend on Him like NEVER before. I am also having to exercise new trust muscles that are def weak but the Lord is strengthening them at the moment. I will say all this “unknown” is making me run to Him like never before, I know this will be one of the most special seasons of my life! .. Even if it wasnt in my “planner” (I want to laugh when I think about this, boy how things change!)
As for being here, I am working at a church this summer and I could NOT BE MORE excited about it! It is truly a blessing to be able to intern there.. all the people are so REAL and so awesome. The Holy Spirit is all over that place.. I dont even know my schedule yet but I know it will be AWESOME and full of adventure! Also, I literally have weddings almost EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND this summer! Ha! One of my best friends just got married last weekend, it was beautiful! Such a beautiful picture of the gospel, wow.. the Lords love was all over that ceremony! It was so much fun! We also literally danced for about 3 hours STRAIGHT and it took me a few days to fully recover, I am getting old!



BEAUTIFUL COUPLE! I can not wait to see their marriage grow! They are both freaking awesome and Im blessed to know them.

Adventure, yall! That is what life is about!! LIFE IS FUN AND EXCITING! Dance a lot, laugh a lot, be free!
I have also been enjoying cooking some awesome things! Working out is also great, I am still lifting weights and all that jazz but after I took a long break from working out, it COMPLETELY rocked me in the best way! I realized I needed to chill with being so hardcore ALL the time, and really put some things into perspective for me!

Who doesnt love a spaghetti squash boat?!

One of my fav snacks! Cooking sweet tater fries in coconut oil and adding vanilla almond milk+maple syrup+vanilla stevia+cinnamon! Also, throw some almonds in there as well

Made some chicken meatballs for the fam and me! Just threw into the Vita-mix (aka my BABY) some chicken tenders, egg whites, 1 egg, salsa, goat cheese, ranch seasoning, garlic, salt+pepper! And baked them at 375 for about 15-25 min!

Grilling out in the summer=my fav! Yes, that is an ostrich burger.. and it was so GOOD

Avocado+salsa on Trader Joes whole wheat sourdough toast.. amazing

Pizzaaaaa.. May or may not have put mustard on the top left slice just to see how it would taste.. #lovedit

THIS IS LITERALLY DELICIOUS!! What the HECK do they put in this stuff? crack?! Its so freakin GOOD
Ive realized lately how much I LOVE cooking healthyI can’t WAIT to have a family one day and cook for everybody! Ahhh!!
Anyway, This is officially the LONGEST post! I will be back more this summer
Pleaseeee let me know how you all are! I would love to hear about your life. Thank you for standing beside me as I am on this crazy adventure called life and new seasons! I would love your wisdom on anything.. I need it! Love yall LOTS!
PS Who has Instagram?!